APOLOGY NOT ACCEPTED
Sitting in the balcony with a hot cup of coffee, watching the falling drop of rain, Nia was lost in some deep thoughts, the reason a message in her inbox took her to the gallery of past, where she hardly wanted to go. It’s been 10 years she has not seen or even thought of Rahul, her love, with whom once she wanted to spend all her life.
Nia and Rahul were pursuing their Engineering, where they first met and fell for each other. Nia still often asks herself was that really love? Or just an infatuation? or just a time pass? Or just one-sided love?
They used to enjoy each other’s company, helped each other in every way like combine studies,project assignments, event management also they made so many promises, somewhere determined to fulfill also. At the end of the college, Rahul got placement in a highly reputed company with handsome salary Nia was also very proud of him sooner Nia also got a lucrative job offer which she desperately wanted to join but Rahul was not happy as the company was not equally renowned as of his. Nia was well aware of her own house condition she wanted to lend her hands to help her family with this job.
No!! No!. Nia’s family condition was good enough, but the situation turned differently the day Nia’s father was diagnosed with a life-threatening illness and all the doctors almost gave up on him, she had her mother and younger sister, who was just in grade 7 that time. Nia’s parent tried their best in raising their daughters well and provided them all the luxuries, they wished for. However, her father’s treatment, medical expenses hit badly their financial planning.
Those were the days when Nia was known for fashionista, but now she hardly goes for shopping, her mother was a symbol of soft beauty with brain, a well-educated lady, husband’s illness faded away the colors of her beauty, in spite of all bads she never forget to make sure that her daughters day should start with a pretty smile, ensuring that her husband pills chart is well updated.
She was well aware of the reality, but some time feels vulnerable but as a woman she never allowed her weakness to come on her face, yes, that is also true, side by side she prepares Nia and her sister for that unfortunate day which might come sooner or later where they probably have to live without their dad.
In all these hustle and bustle from home to hospital, from hospital to walk-in interviews, and again to home Nia was trying her best to give equal time and priority to Rahul also, she wanted to share her inner battle of thoughts to him but he hardly listens, rarely able to understand from what Nia was going through. Months and months passed by Rahul become a complete corporate man with the whole corporate attitude and behavior , Nia was losing the position on Rahul’s priority list.
Finally, the fateful day arrived and Nia’s father left the world for forever emptiness in their life.
Going through all these turmoil and trials Nia realized that Rahul never came to see her dad or to console her, Nia’s eyes were still waiting for Rahul and her ears were eager to listen to Rahul’s consoling words, and his shoulder to lean on.
After a week of her Dad’s death, she got a call from one of her old college friends asking, “Why she didn’t come for the function”? Nia said,” function”? “What function”? Her friend said, “I mean marriage function”. Nia said, “whose marriage”? Her friend replied. Of course, I am talking about Rahul’s marriage”. This line still haunts Nia, she shattered from inside, broken all over the hearts she wanted to cry but she couldn’t as her family was still recovering from father’s loss.
She wanted to share her pain, especially with her mother, with whom she always shared a beautiful bond of friendship, but she couldn’t because her mom was already in a grief, she needed a friend to share but again she can’t, as most of her friends settled down away from the city and somewhere because of Rahul, she detached herself from all the friends, she was in deep pain with choked throat, with broken heart into many pieces, fighting with countless storm inside, however, she chooses to keep mum.
After a month gone by Nia’s mother asked her that you have a very good friend Rahul na? He didn’t come any day? Is he aware about your dad’s demise? Asking this, Nia started crying badly, had put all her heart open in front of her mom, all the storms she was fighting all alone, she vented out everything.
Mom shocked by knowing the truth of daughter’s love life, then also, wiped her tears, stood by her strength, she asked for some promises to her girl,” my girl promise me you will never ever cry for a guy, who never accept you, the way you are, relationships meant to make us happier and stronger not vulnerable, never compromise on your self-respect, leave the place, right the moment you feel disrespectful, put your energy in fighting back, don’t you dare to forget what your dad taught you!!! invest your emotion in the person, who can feel your pain without uttering a word, if someone not, they are not worthy enough to deserve you my bachcha(my child)”. That day Nia met a new woman in her mom, much stronger one.
Nia cried all that night by pressing her face against the pillow, pain of that night was the proof of the brighter days in Nia’s ways, the next morning brought a new stronger version of Nia who took an oath, to become the strongest pillar for her mother and sister. She collected all her courage by understanding the call of the time, need of her family she went back to the zone of the job hunt with the strong thoughts in mind to bring back her family on track, who was indebted with a huge amount of loan needed for her father’s treatment.
Nia applied for jobs, went through various job interviews, cracked some and finally, she got the job in PSUs. Time changed it’s been 10 years without a dad, today Nia is well settled in her job, she decided not to marry until her younger sis completes her studies and get good campus placement. While returning from office in her car Nia got a message in her inbox from unknown no. clicking on it she read,” I am so sorry for what I did to you, at the moment when you were in extreme need of my support, I choose to be settled my career first with or without you. In the blind race of becoming successful, I kept doing blunders by taking wrong decisions, my marriage was one of the decisions among those, but it’s all broken now, I apologize for all my deeds, all pains I have given to you, can we meet once”?
But a self-esteemed woman inside Nia, didn’t allow her to revert back the message, just echoed…“APOLOGY NOT ACCEPTED” Period!!!!
Don’t underestimate the power of true womanhood, women have the quality to double the things in counts whatever you give to her, she will return back it in double, whether it is LOVE , RESPECT, HATE, iGNORANCE, HONESTY, INTEGRITY, CARE, etc.
Concluding my post with my favorite song for this day as I never found any song better than this to describe the WOMANHOOD in the best way!!
“Komal Hai Kamjor Nahi Tu, Shakti Ka Naam Hi Nari Hai
Jag ko Jeevan Dene Wali Maut Bhi Tujhse Haari Hai”
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What an inspiring and amazing story! It’s high time women everywhere stop accepting apologies and start doing what’s right for *them* first.
Really amazing post. Girls need to understand their worth at a young age. This will help them to grow up to become strong, powerful, and confident women.
Such a powerful story. Kudos to Nia. May her tribe grow. We are better off without toxic people like Rahul. Though it hurt her initially, it made her the woman she is today and she dodged a bullet. Great story. 🙂
Thank you so much Shweta for stopping by and read. 🙂
Dear,
This is superb one, very well written start, middle and end. Honestly speaking It’s like enhancing the appetite of your readers, need more such stories to read. Hats off to Nila and the writer who describes her emotions & struggles very well…all of us are able to connect with her well.
A fantastic short & crisp story with beautiful intention and objective!!!
Thank you so much dear for your words of appreciation, glad you liked it!
Strong message Archana. Women must know their worth.
thanks for the read Nidhi.
Good one Archana. I strongly feel that each woman should have their priorities set. If they are financially independent with decent education, men will line up for them without them becoming dependent on anyone.
#RRxMM #TheWomanThatIAm
Thank you Manas!
What a beautiful story!Rahul got what he deserved .Cheers to Niagara and womanhood.Loved reading it.
Sangya Nagpal
Thank you Sangya.
When love hurts you the most, it becomes difficult to overcome it, but I am glad for the ending of the story. He did not deserve forgiveness.
Thanks for the read Disha!
That’s a lovely take on the theme. Enjoyed reading this piece of fiction and absolutely loved the strength and determination showed by Nia. Good one. Am happy you are a part of this blog hop and you shared this beautiful story with us 🙂
Thank you so much Rashi,glad you liked it.
So glad that the protagonist of your story said that. Women must stop looking for advice outside, they must trust their hi instinct. If she had taken that job, life may have taken a different course.
Well – written. Kept the flow going.
Thnks for the read Srishti!
I can relate to this story Archana, and one should know when to walk out with your nose and head high. It’s been a while since women stood up for her self-esteem than being blind in love and giving up everything. Thanks for writing this.
Thank you so much for the read Priyanka!
Wow-what a story and the message that you conveyed through this. Never underestimate the power of true womanhood.
Very true! thank you so much Abha for the read.
Archana this is best post , I come across. I love the way you narrate story in such a way in engross in it.
Thank you so much Gurjeet, your words made my day.
Here’s to Nia…and the power of womanhood!
Thank you Deepti.
Very nice story every women power within. keep writing and shinning
Thanks Harshita.
Archana, you have penned the post with emotion bundle. Womanhood showcased in true sense.
Rahul got what he deserved. Anything less than this and Nia would compromise her self-esteem for a totally selfish guy. A woman is indeed strong and can rise above anything. Good story!
Thank you so much Varsh for the read and like.
Apology not accepted
I love this story and happy to read about Nia
Thank you for this awesome story.
Every gal and a boy should read this
Thank you so much Meera for your words of appreciation!
I am very glad Nia did not accept the apology that came 10 years too late. Good lesson through this story, Archana.
Thank you so much Mayuri!
What a heartfelt story! It was actually a right thing to do. A woman should be this strong to not let anyone harm her self respect.
Thanks Shipra!
Well written . Womanhood is emotions , love , strength, power , self-love . I also love this song . Shakti Ka naam hi nari hai
Thank you Monika!
Wonderful Archana! I am so glad that Nia preferred self-respect over a bygone love. All women have the ability to stand their ground, but many choose not to. Your story will inspire many that choose to be pushovers.
Thank you Noor for your words!!
This was such a lovely story. Sometimes women are blind to term everything as love whereas it isn’t. You bring this out so beautifully.
Thank you Ninu for your words of appreciation!
A beautiful inspirational post and a great life lesson by a strong mother. loved the post.
A beautiful inspirational post and a great life lesson by a strong mother. loved the story.
Glad to know,that you liked it,thank you Surabhi!
I have seen one of the smartest women in my life to do this mistake of giving up on self respect in the name of love and they are hurt badly. Their recovery is difficult. I hate people such as Rahul. #damurureads Urvashi
Thanks for the read Urvashi!
and a wonderful post filled with hope and courage!! loved reading it
Thanks so much Vidhya!
The theme is very relatable – we have all gone through relationships which didn’t quite work out as we weren’t prioritised. I love Nia’s response – apology not accepted – good one!
So true Sonam,thanks for the read!
Very inspirational post. Beautiful story with relevant message of believe in ourself. Thanks for sharing such a wonderful write-up…
Thank you so much Ramandeep!
A beautiful piece, Archana. Some great life lessons by the mother. “Komal Hai Kamjor Nahi Tu, Shakti Ka Naam Hi Nari Hai”.
Thank you Ritu!
Whata beautiful story to highlight the aspects of womanhood. Nia’s mom is indeed a strong lady and Nia rightly gets the courage from her.
Thanks for liking the story Supriti!
A great attempt at story writing keeping the theme in mind! Keep at it!
Thank you Neeraja!
Well written. Quite elaborative and interesting.
Thank you Swati!
Wow beautifully penned !! Such heart felt post ,could relate it so very much. Yes women have the power to give you the double weather its love or ignorance…. and best said …no apologies accepted !! Loved it!!
Thank you Jyoti!
Lovely story. I especially liked the strength you have portrayed through the women characters in your story.
Thank you Namratha!
The worst times reveal who will always be there for us. Such a realistic story! I loved the way Nia became so strong and self sufficient after all that she had suffered.
Very True Purba! thanks for the read!
So, glad that Nia found the strength to stand on her own feet and become independent in her every way.
Thank you so much for the read Mahesh!
Lovely Strong and heartfelt post.
I’m happy for similar many Nia’s who arise strong and powerful in their lives.
The great weave of story.
Thank you so much Pragun!
What a fabulous account of a woman’s strength and self respect. A woman should never be considered weak. I feel in tough times is when we realise our own strength like Nia did.
So true!Thank you so much for the read Zenobia!
It is during the tough times you realise the true bond of any relationship. Any relationship where you have to compromise on your self esteem while the other person does not care is not worth your precious time and energy.
Well said Shail!Thanks for the read!
Fabulously written…and I really liked the way you portrayed Nia.
Loved reading it.
Thanks Poorvi!
That was a beautiful piece of fiction i must say with a very important message for each and every woman. No man is worthy to compromise your self respect and self esteem. Glad she did not even fall weak for a second to give him a second chance. He did not deserve it and she deserves someone who stands for her at all steps.
Very true Arushi! Thank you so much for the read!
Archana, I can relate to this story because I have gone through. And I’m glad that I did not accept the apology too. This brought back memories but they are not painful anymore. Strong post.
Janaki@beyondthefamiliar
Thank you So much Janaki! Respect for you!
I echo your thoughts on the true power of womanhood. The way you have written and summed up today loved it.
Thank you Manisha!
What an excellent piece of fiction! True… no one is worth compromising your self-esteem for.
Thank you Surbhi!
I could relate to this personally have been through somewhat similar experience, my father’s death tested lots of my personal relationships. You give a strong and assertive message of hope in the end, kudos.
Thank you so much Pooja for your words of appreciation!
I am glad I read your post that says what a woman means and her strength that makes the world a beautiful place.
Thank you Sivaranjini!
This a wonderful story of valour in stressful times. I am glad the mother was so supportive. Nia has turned out to be a strong woman, a good example for all of us! Good job with the story!
Thank you so much for your words Brindha ji!
A very beautiful and heartfelt story..The message you conveyed through it was just amazing.. I just wish all women were string enough like Nia.. Loved it.. Best wishes for your next post .
Thank you so much Pashmeena!
Yay ! I loved the strong Nila! Every Woman is an epitome of strength. Only problem is we ourselves underestimate us.
Very true Ruchi, thanks for the read!
A powerful story Archana. I was really hoping that Nia would not go back to Rahul and I was happy that she did not. Yes, some apologies are too late.
Cheers,
Meena from balconysunrise.wordpress.com
Thank you so much Meena for liking the story from starting to the end!
Lovely story. True that women need to respect themselves first. They are stronger than they imagine themselves to be. Amazing story.
Deepika Sharma
Thank you Deepika!
So empowering story! Agreed with the concluding lines. Well written 👍
Thank you Sonia!
Archu, sorry but I lost my words to express what’s going on my mind now. The whole story reminded me of my own college life. It was partially same for me. Love, friendship, betrayal.. Everything. But like Nia, I’ve also emerged stronger. The last para, that msg of apology, gave me a little pain in my heart, as I also longed for it someday. A very well penned story, that echoed my voice. Lots of love for you.
Thank you so much Swarnali, for your words, glad you could relate with it somewhere.
WOW !!
I believe that every woman needs to have themselves at the top of their priority.
It was a heartfelt post Archana. I loved it and would like to read more from you.
More power to you Archana 🙂
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Thank you so much Sundeep for your words of appreciation, plz do visit again!
We women are intelligent, strong, intuitive, capable, passionate, and beautiful in so many ways. But Sadly though, the world underestimates the true qualities we have and the incredible capabilities of a women. I liked the way you concluded your post with such amazing and inspiring lines. So true is every word mentioned.
Thank you So much Romila!
So true sometime the right decision is to keep self esteem above everything. Strong message in this story.
Thank you Ujjwal!
I hope mine isn’t the first comment on the post.
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Hello Archana,
This is the first time I’m reading your works so I’m not sure about your writing style (or anything else).
I’d say you got the emotions right, but (please don’t mind) the story needs a little work. A good round or two of editing ought to fine-tune and bring out all the important factors you wanted to highlight.
I’m trying not to let the inner reviewer out (bear with me). Paragraph breaks might be a good idea, especially since the text is thick and hard to read. (Use another font style, maybe?)
The message is a great one, and everyone should follow it. Good luck. 🙂
Thank you Srivalli for your feedback, will consider all your points in my next writing!
Good story. This does happen in society. Few points – break the paragraphs into smaller ones for ease of reading. Font should be easily readable. Thanks. – Yatindra Tawde
Thanks Yatindra, I will try to keep your suggestions in my mind in my next post!
Very heart-warming story. To the woman power within!
Thank you Jyoti!
Ek his word! Wah! What a story. It happens we often rely on our partner for various reasons but when we needed the most they don’t support. Nia is a brave girl. She supported her family. And she didn’t accept the apology. Kudos for her courage! Last 4 lines took my heart away. Sach hai Naari se maut bhi haari hai.
Deepika Mishra
Thank you, Deepika!